Shutting down this site. It's a decision i've been playing around with since I started this blog 5 years ago. But I always felt I had more to say --- or would have more to say someday. Now, I really don't have anything more to say and the things I do want to share I don't wish to do so with people I've never met or those I don't talk to anymore. So....an update before I leave. I'm a clinical fellow at a major local hospital. I love the job, not the company. I'm a Speech-Language Pathologist and work with people who have problems with their speech, language, voice, fluency or swallowing. I work with seriously ill people on ventilators or those with tracheostomies. I make decisions for doctors whether or not people are ready to begin eating again and I am the liason between those who are trapped in their bodies and cannot speak and the rest of their world. My job is little known and taken much too lightly by others. I am underpaid and underutilized but I still make a difference. I have a wonderful boyfriend of 3 years. I have a handful of best friends and a large group of close friends who would do anything for me. I have a wonderful family who, while we are scattered all over the place right now, are still close as ever. I will most likely re-join xanga when I get married so I can share all the wonderful ideas all you brides to be have. Originally, I started Xanga for a certain boy. I started it to vent my frustration for him not liking me. I was a freshman in college and I didn't know any other way to deal with it. Since then, that boy is long gone and I don't really have any use for this forum any longer. Those of you who have myspace and currently are not on my friends list, send me your website link so we can remain in touch. To everyone: good luck and God bless. :.Of all the versions of your life, why have you chosen this one?:. | 
